小偷

前两天
我对妈妈说我不想读书了
怎么读都不会
太差了
妈妈冷冷地看着我
只抛下了一句话:
你的书读不好,
不是因为你很差,
而是你的心被偷走了..

我的心被偷走了
是被谁偷走了呢
妈妈的话一直回荡在耳边
当下的我
不停问自己
是谁偷走了我的心
那个莫名的小偷
还会把我的心还回来吗
如果还回来的话
那还会不会是颗相同的心
如果永远都找不到了
我还能活吗

对不起, 给不了你幸福

你很疼我
对吧
连离开时都不敢亲口对我说
深怕伤害我
其实我早就知道了
在很久以前听说了
只是不想去面对
天真地以为我们还有可能
我们还有机会
但事实上并不如此
你不爱我了
甚至厌倦了
我懂
现阶段的我的确无法给你什么
给不了你想要的
如果要你理解我的处境
要你接受
要你忍耐
要你爱我
那对你太不公平了
说到底
一切都是我的错
我不应该让你爱上我
然后每天折磨你
让你无力承受
原本不想让你走的
但我知道离开我的你会更加自在
把拳头握紧只会让你窒息
所以并没做任何挽留
让你走吧..
祝福你

还有什么好说

不小心发现
身后的座位空了
焦急地搜寻你的身影

原来你还在
只是身旁多了一个人
她笑得甜
你笑得灿烂
好美的一幅画
你在她身边
一定很安全吧
当下的我
只有一个念头
就是祝福你们
当下的我
才发现
原来我是你们两个之间
多出来的那一个
我还能说什么
我还有什么好说..

离开你

好不容易
才走到这里
忘了这些日子
是怎么熬过来的
过去的即将被遗忘
一切来得太快太匆忙
还来不及求你别走
你已经消失了
静静地
聆听自己的心跳
渐渐地
失去当初看见你的悸动
是我不爱你了吗
我记得我明明很爱很爱你
但此时此刻
爱你的心却慢慢凋零了
站在离你很远很远的地方眺望
好想当一个你真正的朋友
好想为你分担些什么
但我知道我没有资格
却很庆幸
你还是你
所以
我可以放心走了..

if i had the second chance

if i had the second chance
i would tell you that i love you

if i had the second chance
i would wish you happy birthday

if i had the second chance
i would tell you that i don't want you to leave

if i had the second chance
i would say sorry to you as i am a liar

if i had the second chance
i would not allow you to love me


if there were just a chance
i would have better run away from you

gone

thanks for loving me..
loving a bad guy..
loving a liar..

it was a beautiful dream..
dream
just a dream..

if i had known that you would leave..
i should have hold you tight..
if
just if..

the only thing that i want you to know is
i really really really loved you very much..
i would give you as much as love if i could..

however
it has all gone..
and everything won't come back for me
or for us..

lying again

it takes such a long time for me to heal my wounds..
i am surprise too when i know that i can do it..

i don't cry anymore..
i don't feel desperate anymore..

i know what you want..
though that's what i don't want..

you are right..
sometimes truth is hard to say..

that's why
i could be a liar..
that's what
my life is..

everything has been destroyed since the day you left..

apologize

it is better for us if we are just friends..

i am sorry
for hurting you..

i know that you love me..
but i really can't stay with you..

i am a liar..
a terrible liar..

please don't say you love me..
'cause i know you feel pain too..

i lied
when i told you that i needed some time to heal..

sorry and sorry
i'm really sorry

let go

i try my best to let you go..
let everything go..

you had left..
leaving a deep hole in my heart..
leaving a deep scar in my life..

how do i live..
if i really let you go..
if i really
let everything go..

i won't cry..
though without your presence every night..

since you left..
you took away everything from me..
my life changed a lot..
so
let everything go..

let go

alone

again
i was alone..

please don't hurt me..
you used to be my good friends..
but now
we both like the strangers..

i just keep on hurting myself..
my heart keeps on bleeding..

again
i was alone..

and it is better for me to die..

shall we talk??

you came close to me that day..
but i found nothing to say..
i wanted to tell you that i missed you much..
and you'd left a deep scar in my heart..
i was an empty soul..
i'd lost my way..
you're the brightest star that lead me home..
but you'd disappeared since that night..
ever..

you're still you now..
i'm still crying..
and we are nothing..

when you came close to me again..
shall we talk??
i'd like to tell you that you're still the brightest star to me..

if i really love you..i should have let you go..

i forced myself not to be so greedy when i was talking with you..
i felt miserable when i pretended to smile..to laugh..
'cause it's not me but just killing me..
everything will be fine soon..
and..
i love you..
always..

秋天的风..

秋天的心事..
说给谁来听..
爱你的心变了..
是否变得更加坚定..
还是个未知数..

对不起..

i love all of you, even more than myself..

i love all of you, even more than myself..
my family..
my friends..
my classmates..
even the people those had ever hurt me..
i love all of you, even more than myself..

but i'm so sorry..
especially for my lovely parents..
'cause i'm not a good daughter..
even a terrible liar to you..
i'd lied..
i'd lied that i could be a better soul..
sorry..
but you must have believed that i'm really love you..

your tears..
will be wiped out..
without my presence in your life..

i'm not your dreams..

i don't love you anymore..
'cause i'm not good for you..
you hurt me so much..
you'd left a deep hole in my chest..
and it won't be healed..
i know the reason..
the reason of your leaving..
but you're scared of lonely..
and you don't want to be alone..
so you found other dreams..

nevertheless, it was nothing..
'cause forgiveness is divine..
so..
just let bygones be bygones..
and you are forgiven..

hello^^

hi,i'm xiaoqing..
u can call me bubu..

i'm a fish..
come from the sea..
i'm blue..
so i'm sad too..

i..
m..
a..
bleeding..
heart..

forever..


dun feel sorry to me..
this's not ur fault..
i love u..
but please dun love me..

coz i'm blind..