if i had the second chance

if i had the second chance
i would tell you that i love you

if i had the second chance
i would wish you happy birthday

if i had the second chance
i would tell you that i don't want you to leave

if i had the second chance
i would say sorry to you as i am a liar

if i had the second chance
i would not allow you to love me


if there were just a chance
i would have better run away from you

gone

thanks for loving me..
loving a bad guy..
loving a liar..

it was a beautiful dream..
dream
just a dream..

if i had known that you would leave..
i should have hold you tight..
if
just if..

the only thing that i want you to know is
i really really really loved you very much..
i would give you as much as love if i could..

however
it has all gone..
and everything won't come back for me
or for us..

lying again

it takes such a long time for me to heal my wounds..
i am surprise too when i know that i can do it..

i don't cry anymore..
i don't feel desperate anymore..

i know what you want..
though that's what i don't want..

you are right..
sometimes truth is hard to say..

that's why
i could be a liar..
that's what
my life is..

everything has been destroyed since the day you left..

apologize

it is better for us if we are just friends..

i am sorry
for hurting you..

i know that you love me..
but i really can't stay with you..

i am a liar..
a terrible liar..

please don't say you love me..
'cause i know you feel pain too..

i lied
when i told you that i needed some time to heal..

sorry and sorry
i'm really sorry

let go

i try my best to let you go..
let everything go..

you had left..
leaving a deep hole in my heart..
leaving a deep scar in my life..

how do i live..
if i really let you go..
if i really
let everything go..

i won't cry..
though without your presence every night..

since you left..
you took away everything from me..
my life changed a lot..
so
let everything go..

let go

alone

again
i was alone..

please don't hurt me..
you used to be my good friends..
but now
we both like the strangers..

i just keep on hurting myself..
my heart keeps on bleeding..

again
i was alone..

and it is better for me to die..