lying again

it takes such a long time for me to heal my wounds..
i am surprise too when i know that i can do it..

i don't cry anymore..
i don't feel desperate anymore..

i know what you want..
though that's what i don't want..

you are right..
sometimes truth is hard to say..

that's why
i could be a liar..
that's what
my life is..

everything has been destroyed since the day you left..